January 2010
112 posts
Goodbye oh nine,
Its been fun but I have to admit, I’m glad its over. 2009 hasn’t been the best year for me or my family so I hope 2010 is gonna be better. Even though this year had many downs, it was still a learning process so I’m glad I went through it. Sigh, but the year sure went by fast! Time literally flew by. Lots changed, and I can’t wait for what the new year has in store for me....
December 2009
59 posts
Spunky,
My dog has been constantly chewing up all my chargers ever since I got him and that has been a year and he destroyed about 8 chargers including last night. I had to ask mama dukes to get me one since she works next to a sprint. They would have mytouch stuff since htc hero is basically the same thing. But she kept going on and on about how she can get it cheaper some where else since it was 38$!...
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Was soo good! I love the blue people, haha. But last night was fun. Today is hubs dads bday and unfortunately I don’t think were doing anything. Damn, I wish we had salmon rolls though. That shit be bangin’! :) Hm, but I’m watching my baby sister right now since my mom didn’t want to take her to the babysitters cause its snowing and dangerous. Ugh, she’s so cute!...
At. Lexus dealership.
Mhm, free coffee;
French vanilla with extra cream and four bags of sugar. :) Yummy. But I’m hungee!! Gotta be here for a couple hrs. Ugh. Fuck oil changes.
Note:
Don’t be quick to judge me, you only see what I choose to show.
Columbia with xuanny.
So I hung out with my girl today, and we decided to go to the mall. I wind up spending 80 in MAC and 50 in sephora! fucking fail! So much for saving money. I also got 2 tongue rings and nose rings cause I don’t change them that often as I used to anymore .. So that was my day. Just washed my face with purity by philosophy and just put on hope in a jar moisturizer by philosophy (new items)...
Stranger.
I don’t know what I’m fighting for anymore, I don’t know the purpose anymore, I don’t know what were still doing this for, cause I truly don’t know you anymore. I miss how things used to be, when all I saw was the good in you. I miss the person you used to be. Before you got too comfortable. I miss how we used to be, I miss my boyfriend. I miss the man I met....
Nothing last forever.
Not love, not friendships, not family, not life. Nothing at all.
So let’s make the best of it while it last and see where it goes.
Carpe diem.
From my wifey.
To my lovely wifey so yesterday I reminiscing about the days we use to talk alot. I feel bad =( we barely talk and we get in alot of fights You barely pick up on me. You fucking suck bitch. Now that i think of it YOU SUCK BIG TIME. anywho well its about to 2010 and we gonna make it the best year ever. We will get bfff tattoos & go to a beach cruise. Ima get my car and pick you up every weekend...
Boring sunday.
SIGH .. I did absolutely nothing today. Bored out of my mind about to go buy some fast food — UGH, FATTENING. -___-;Its such a ‘blah’ day today. I feel like crap. K bye tumblr babies. Ill post when I feel better.
Hi, hello.
Stranger. Who are you?
I don’t think we’ve met before?
Your nice but I want my boyfriend back.
K thanks.
People change.
I’ll write about this subject later ..
Goodbye blonde hair.
cynthiaaaa:
twistxelegancx3:
You’ll be brown in approximately 1 hr. :]
cutee :] post pictures !
I will my dear. :)
Goodbye blonde hair.
You’ll be brown in approximately 1 hr. :]
“You might be out of sight. But never out of mind. I miss you.”
Christmas O9.
Christmas this year was fun, better than usual because I got to spend time with FAMily. I got wonderful gifts mostly because they were hello kitty (they knew what i wanted, i love my sissys) Me chi hai and tiffany wind up taking pics cause we were bored, we ate salmon rolls with the fam which was delish but no lie, that shit stank! HAHA. I feel blessed to be able to celebrate christmas with people...
YAYYYY!
My northface came home! :] Im so happy, all my shipments have been coming home super fast. Hm, Im siced to open gifts tonight (depending if that’s what we decide) Kay, time to eat dinner with the hubs, bye babies.
Christmas Eve.
So I went shopping again today to get some more christmas presents and I also got some things for myself: two more pairs of boots and a couple shirts. My hello kitty shirt came home in one day after ordering online on Monday night, which is funny cause I didn’t pay for over night shipping but I’m happy. Me and hubs went to eat sushi (which I’m not that into) with khiem, his wife...
Can you?
“Can you fulfill my fantasies? Can you extinguish my ever lasting lust and send me floating through that place called ecstacy? Can you handle your business like a man should and just make love to me? Wait a minute before you answer because I don’t mean physically. I want to know if you can make me climax mentally. If you can tickle my intellect and caress my knowledge the same way you...
Sick.
This is the longest I ever been sick, I’ve been having this cold for 2 weeks now. I keep blowing my nose, where the fuck is all this snot coming from?! Ugh then it would be all yellogreenish. Ew. Thank god I’m not coughing up blood no more though. I just wanna get betterr!! I hate fucking being sick! I think ima tell my hubs to get me some clam chowder. Yum.
Northface emailed me and my package is shipped! Mhm I can’t wait to not be cold no more while I smoke a cigarette. My hello kitty shirt is also shipped. They’ll both be here probably by tues. Hopefully earlier. I can’t wait to open presents on christmas! =) And that reminds me .. my birthdays coming up! Yaaaaay!!
Contacts.
So for the past 3 yrs of me wearing contacts I never took them off. The only time they would be out of my eye is when one fucks up and I need a new one. Which leads to a of a result of astigmatism on my left eye. And today, I realized there’s like a dent/lining in my eye of a trace of the contacts edges and its like a wrinkle. In my eyeball! Fml! I need to stop before I go blind. Ughh! Its...
A rant, don't mind the disorganization.
We all wish we can control time, unfortunately it will never happen and you can’t fix what’s already occurred. Rather if its a mistake or tragedy. I’ve learned that I can’t change what happened, all I can do is focus on now, and the future. I shouldn’t put myself down of any sort, but what I will do is get some payback. See, now I don’t know if that’s...
MonDAY.
Went to mama dukes nail shop and got waxed and my nails did — lincoln park after dark and some designs, I bought the set of fabulous opi top/base coat because it works better than anything. I play rough so I’m never able to keep my nail polish without it chipping, but no more! I adore this thing it works amazing and I got discount on it. Afterwards me and my cousin went to columbia so...
“I don’t think I can do it anymore, I just can’t.”
– Me.
Watching,
Paris by night with the hubs, how fucking asian can we get?! Lmfao.
My food cravings as in the moment.
1. New Orleans style crawfish.
2. Strawberry pancakes.
3. Root beer float.
4. Fresh cut pineapples.
Ugh. I just ate com and ca ko thieu but still hungry as shit. xD
Note:
I don’t ask for sympathy or pitty in my posts, or even unnecessary opinions. So please don’t come here with all that.
Just a heads up, k thanks.
Snow.
They say its going to snow from 4 - 12 in tonight through tomorrow. Wow great timing, why doesn’t it fucking snow during the week. Stupid fucking weather. But I do love snow, it brings back good memories. I remember this picture, of me, my mom and dad — it was when I was about 2, I just moved to the u.s. (VA) And the snow was so pretty and high. And our family looked so happy. I...
Question.
And I question our bipolar relationship.
I question how we met.
I question how were still together.
I question how were going to last.
I question why I give a fuck about you.
I question why I love you.
I question if there’s still any love left.
Because I fucking hate you.
And I can’t fucking stand you.
I question if I should even be with you.
If so, I question why should I.
...
Waiting,
For my love to come home from work so he can take my sick but still fatass to fucking ihop! Lmfao. I LOOOOOOOOVE pancakes! And I have been craving which means, I’m getting what I want. :) You think its weird to eat ihop at 8 pm? Well fuck you, cause I don’t give a fuck! I’m getting my breakfast at night! :P
So what if ima brat? I get what the fuck I want!
kisses!
Foreign exchange student?
So my moms older sisters daughter, which is my cousin ngoc moved to ohio from vietnam because this bitch is that fucking smart that she was capable of receiving a scholarship to go to school in the U.S. Talk about fucking greatness. But anywho, she’s been over here for a couple months now. Did I mention she’s alone? with no type of supervision. Me and my mom are her only family over...
Ugh.
My teeth keep shifting and its starting to ache! I can’t wait for my orthodontist appointment next Monday so I can start the process of getting braces! Fucking finally!
“And I miss you, just like the air that I breathe — I need you. With me,...”
Daddy.
Its been about 9 years, 9 years is a very long time. And a lot can happen within this time period. In that a lot that has happened? Theres haven’t had a second where I didn’t wish you were here. To help me, guide me, hold me, or even be proud of me. It gets harder everyday. The more I grow and better understand the purpose of life — just makes me wish you were here even more. I...
“Revenge is a dish best served cold.”
Game recognizes game.
You think I’m done? Well Im just getting started motherfucker. Ima take this to your grave. You ain’t foolin’ no body, you think you slick? Well see. Ima get my revenge. Best believe, ill get the last laugh. Your not going to get away with what you did. I’m gonna make you cry. Make you helpless. No mercy. You won’t live peacefully as long as I’m around. Karma...
Help.
I think I’m dieing, I never felt this sick in my life. Nothing hurts, although my throat is sore — I just feel like I’m on a permanent after feeling of ecstasy. Its .. disgusting. I feel so weak. Its making me emotional. I can’t breathe, or swallow. My heads spinning. I wanna go to sleep but somethings not letting me. I can’t take it. I can’t do anything about...
“Game over babe.”
Sigh,
I don’t know why I keep doing this. But I’m really fucking tired at this point. Really fucking tired.